Friday, 13 December 2013
Left me shattered again
No longer whole again
And as I cried and went through the usual
How could I be so stupid again
Let emotions blind me again
Fall for the same lines, lies, eyes that swear to tell truths in misleading words that they hide behind again
I decide this time it will be different.
I won't do it the same as before, walk back down that road of it must be me self-loathing pain again
Because if it is me, then something must change
Just a writer living and lurking in the dark corners of my mind. And somehow surviving. Occasionally I surface to write something like Virgil, Dana, Salinor, Brothers and Frenemies and Broken. Otherwise just your normal starving artist who chooses cheesecake and fries and Moscato as his artistic fuel and calorie indulgents.