Perception

Sunlight
sunshine,
sunbeams,
too bright,
blinding me,
need shadows,
need comfort,
soothing breeze,
damp air,
chilling darkness,
grey gloom,
black skies,
grey clouds,
need light,
shining bright,
too hot,
burning flames,
I need,
in between,
no light,
no dark,
comfortable,
neutralized,
not this,
another life.